Engineering and Weight Loss

Not a bad week, food was good weight was down, mental outlook not so bad.  On my thought for today page the quote was:

Education should be the process of helping everyone to discover his uniqueness.   — Leo Buscaglia

Interesting thought.  You know all the diets that I read on the web pages I gather knowledge to put to use.  Both of my parents were educators and they stress learning and that what I have been doing.  I could follow that fad diet or that nutritionist latest learning but it all about my body and that is what I need to remember.  Yes the I need to follow the basic rules get three well balanced meals with portion control, but count carbs, denying myself things will bound to fail.

This is where the engineer in me kicks in to maintain my weight I need x amount of calories simple biology and thermodynamics.  A machine need energy to run  any more than that is wasted or in my account stored.  That what is stored is fat to be burned off at a later date.  If I take in less than what the body (engine) needs it will pull on that stored energy or the fat.  Apparently from all of the reading I have done a pound of fat is 3,500 calories.

Because 3,500 calories equals about 1 pound (0.45 kilogram) of fat, you need to burn 3,500 calories more than you take in to lose 1 pound. So if you cut 500 calories from your typical diet each day, you'd lose about 1 pound a week (500 calories x 7 days = 3,500 calories).

Therefore I need to have 7,000 less calories per week to lose 2 pounds per week which is what all the current think says is safe.  This I prove true when I lost 125 pounds about 5 years ago.
Ok back to the internet I found the following calculator:

Weight loss Calculator

I figured I would use the one from the American Cancer Society because they have are more interested in you having a healthy life that sell a diet.

        Current weight 387.2 lbs
Current age 57
       Height    6'2"

So according to their calculator I need approximately 3767 calories per day to maintain my weight so losing 2 pounds per week will mean I currently need to have 2700 calories per day.  Of course that changes as I get older and way lees but for now that is my goal.  Any exercise will be a bonus.

According to WebMD;

Severely slashing calories may lead to weight loss, but the lost weight includes precious muscle  and lowers metabolism. Drastic calorie restriction also causes a shift toward a higher percentage of body fat, which increases the risk for metabolic syndrome and type 2 diabetes.
Unless medically supervised, don’t cut calories below 1,200 per day. Otherwise, you will struggle to get enough nutrients to fuel your activities and satisfy your hunger. Keep in mind that when you lose weight quickly, you may be at risk to pack it back on -- with more fat and less muscle -- especially if you're over 50.

I am over 50, don't want to risk metabolic syndrome (whatever that is) and currently are not diabet I think I will follow that advise.

So that's the plan.

I also checked my BMI and I am under 50!

That all for now

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Knee Shot

I got my second shot of  Euflexxa toady and have the leg up and iced down.  It seems to work and I am happy with the relief since I really don't look forward to a knee replacement.  But I know its going to happen am I am just biding my time.

I older I get the more aches and pains seem to come on.  Swimming helps but I have to stay out of the water for 48 hours.  If I had only known what the abuse to my body in my 20's and 30's would have one my 50's as the saying goes.  But you know I was young and stupid and it would not have helped if I had known.

Food was good and got my swimming in this weekend so all is well in my world.

"Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment."
Buddha

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Staring back with the exercise

So I started back swimming,  Tuesday was rough tonight was not as bad.  The knee hurt and the back hurt but I have been reading on the internet (always a bad thing) that the best exercise for osteoarthritis of knee is swimming.  As WebMD states:

The old slogan, “Move it or lose it,” applies especially to people with osteoarthritis.   Apparently the buoyancy, and man I am buoyant, and the resistance is good.  Water creates a barrier and the faster you swim through this barrier, the more intense the exercise is for your muscles.  Well I am not fast but I can go a long time.  I checked with the calorie counter and it is surprising how many calories you can burn.

Weigh in is tomorrow so hopefully I lost something.

"We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit."  - Aristotle

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Where did the summer go

So what did the summer bring. Let's see:

1) Sciatica like there is no tomorrow
2) Knee hurts like hell
3) No vacation because I did not feel like I wanted to do anything
4) No golf
5) Still the same weight

Maybe it the last thing that on the list that causing the stuff above. Ya think.  I have to turn this around.  I just passed my 57 birthday and this is not how I want to look forward to my golden years.  Time for some soul searching.

Now on the other hand , some good things

1) Started to going out with Mandy
2) My niece was in from the peace corp, a breath of fresh air
3) New car
4) Had a great 57th birthday, with family and friends

So things are not that bad.  Let's start again and see where the journey leads me.

"Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time."

Thomas A. Edison

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Plan for 2014

My weight today was 393.2 lbs.  That’s down 29 lbs from June of last year but up 86 pounds from my low three years ago.  While I am on track again I still have to keep vigilant.

This morning I spent some time reflecting on weight loss.  Since I been up and down the scale I thought "What was different the times that I have actually lost weight?"  and of course that question led to "what happened to make me stop losing and to in fact gain?"  I was easily able to say that I believed in myself and that I was worth it.

I went back and traced my weight loss journey.  I decided to lose weight, I needed to.  That vision I had of myself dead on the bathroom floor, scared me so I started.  I set goals and when the weight loss started to happen I thought about what life would be like when I lost the weight.  How would my life change, things would be different.  I lost the weight and I realized that it wasn't that way.  My life was exactly the same except that I had a bit more energy and my clothes were a smaller size.  The life problems were still there.....weight loss didn't fix everything. I was listening to life and allowing it to derail me.  

So what was different now?  I read something that started making me think.

"How to translate a right mental conviction into a right emotional result, and so into easy, happy, and good living—well, that's not only the neurotic's problem, it's the problem of life itself for all of us who have got to the point of real willingness to hew to right principles in all our affairs."

Even with the weight loss peace and joy may still elude me, it's a hell of a spot, literally. So how can my unconscious—from which so many of my fears, compulsions and phony aspirations still stream—be brought into line with what I actually believe, know and want! How do I convince My dumb, raging and hidden "Mr. Hyde" becomes our main task.

That's what I need to work on.  I still intend to get down to 240 lbs by July of 2015, which is a ambitious goal.  I will need to lose 9 lbs a month.  I am breaking it down into three area

Accountability

Being accountable means stepping up to the plate and taking responsibility for my weight, while publicly declaring my desire to change.  That's the reason I started this blog and have failed to keep it up, this is going to change.  I have started back to doing what worked, when I lost the weight, keeping track of my weight weekly, tracking calories and staying away from my kryptonite pizza.

I’m weighing again every Friday morning and have started a weight loss page to tell the world.  I may even start posting progress photos, but I have to think about that.

Food

Back to sparkpeople and tracking my food.  It worked last time so it should work this time. According to the calculators I need to consume about 2,268 calories a day to reach my goal weight of 240 lbs by July 30, 2015.

Mental State

This is what I need to work on and discover how to convince Mr Hyde to change.  So let the game begin!!!

"When you turn on yourself, it's not the food, it's you that you're battling. Admit you overdid it and be honest, but recognize that you're human."

Ah the holidays, family, fun and food.  Way to much food.  For the last two weeks I went nuts.  I was on a good course before, that but what happen?  I could spend hours trying to figure that out, but I was always told to live in the solution, not the problem.  As the saying says I am only human, and the sooner I recognize that I am off course the better.
 
So I aim to lose 2 pounds in the next week. To do that I'll have to reduce my daily calorie intake by 400 to 600 calories and burn off 300 to 400 calories a day for an average weekly deficit of 7,000 calories.  So be easy, one would think.  The house is clean of all the bad foods and stocked with good.

I am also thinking it's time to write more, I have friends that swear by this and maybe I can learn something more about me.  I’m a better student when I am taking notes. Writing things down leads to even deeper understanding and, I hope, wisdom. I want to write down what I learn, so I don’t have to re-learn it later.
Whether it be in this blog or a journal I have not decided but it is something that I should do more often.

Then there is prayer and meditation.  Another thing I seem to have stopped doing and it's time to get back to.  While I am not a religious person I do believe in the spiritual aspect of life and the older I get the more this seems to be important.  Maybe it's a midlife thing but since its been on my mind it must mean something.

Well this is a start, and a journey always starts with the first step.

Dawn's Weight Loss Tips

So I found Dawn's Blog Fixing Myself Happy and she had a list of tips that I found helpful.  They are:

1. Answer the question, why do you want to lose weight? (better health, easier to get around, feel less tired, etc)

2. Do you really want to lose weight for you or you just feel you should for others? (you really have to answer this question honestly)

3. Are you really ready? (it takes commitment, planning, doing, never giving up, do you want it enough)

4. Stop denying and making excuses for yourself. If you are ready then just start NOW. When you make a mistake don’t give yourself permission to just say “who cares” just get right back on track IMMEDIATELY. Stop feeling guilty about ONE poor choice it’s the 10 poor choices after the first that will cause damage.

5. Set goals for yourself, long term and short. Don’t just set weight loss goals either but physical goals as well. Write them down and read them everyday.

6. Plan rewards for each goal reached.

7. Put a physical reminder somewhere you can see it daily (a thin picture on the fridge or a dress you want to fit in hung on the bedroom door)

8. Make rules for yourself that are unbreakable. (come to TOPS EVERY WEEK, no snacks from the snack machine, no fast food, will walk 2 miles EVERYDAY, etc)

9. Take pictures and measurements of yourself regularly to show your progress.

10. Find motivation from others, join a gym, a pool aerobics group, read inspirational stories, read inspirational/self help books etc.

11. Make yourself accountable by telling everyone in your life what you’re doing, don’t make living healthier a secret. Being accountable to others makes you even more accountable to yourself because you don’t want to let them down either.

12. Figure out how many calories you are going to eat everyday and be faithful to that amount. Think of it like a bank when the calories are gone they are gone and you can’t have anymore.

13. Plan plan and plan some more. Make sure you know what you’re eating for the day before it begins. Have breakfast, lunch and dinner planned in your mind before the day starts, that way you are prepared. Cook in bulk for the coming week, pre-package your breakfast and lunches in advance. Have on the go snacks ready at all times. Carry a healthy snack with you at all times.

14. Journal your food and exercise. Keeping track of every calorie (or exchange) that goes into your mouth is important. Remember too that knowing how many calories you burn each day is a way to know if you are eating enough or too much. It also lets you have a few more calories if you’ve burned a lot for the day.

15. What works best for me is eating 5-6 mini meals a day with a balance of protein/carbs/ fat (30/50/20) at every meal. Timing my meals helps too, every 2 ½ - 3 hours apart.

16. Drink LOTS of water (if you don’t have a medical reason you can’t). A good formula is half your weight in ounces or double your waist size in ounces. Don’t drink any beverages with sugar.

17. Listen to your body not your mind. People become obese because they listen to their minds more than their bodies. Put smaller portions on a smaller plate, eat slower, listen to when your body says it’s full. Remove the plate from the table when you are full. The longer you sit in front of it the more likely you are to want to continue eating more.

18. Talk nice to yourself at all times. Your size doesn’t make you who you are. Give yourself compliments, take compliments well from others and know you are WORTH IT. Also realize you can do ANYTHING. You might think it’s too hard but it’s not. It’s just about trying and having faith in yourself and living healthy choice by choice by choice. It really is just one choice at a time till the good choices are outweighing the bad.

19. If you suffer from depression get help. I think depression is one of the biggest causes/effects of obesity.

20. Get therapy if you feel you have unresolved childhood (or otherwise) issues. I think often obesity comes from learned behaviors started as a child, be it from bad eating habits, to abuse, to neglect. Therapy can be a huge help even if it’s just to have someone to talk with on a regular basis.

21. Stress and anxiety was a biggy for me. Realize that exercise is a mood booster so the more you do the better you feel mentally and physically. I call exercise my ice cream now because it makes me feel at ease like sugar use to.

22. A big one I forgot but needs to be on here is cleaning up your environment. I think it's super important to have your kitchen clean from trigger foods. I know for myself if its not in the house I can't eat it.

Now I just have to follow them........

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